04.07.11 - some people have summer, but we still have exam session...

My last post was long time ago. I know, some of you missed talking to me, and I am really sorry for my cold answers or just “ignore”. Really sorry for that!

I took this distance because of an unreal pressure from studies. I had no time for chatting. Absolutely no time.

So, let me tell you something about my life here.

I had 10 exams, and one more left. I also had English “TELC” exam for certificate, which results would be after some time (maybe months). Before it I have no idea about my level.

I had unreal stress for the period of one month, without any break for “breathing”. I want to have holidays, to go somewhere where is no stress, noise or any other disturbance. I want to hug something really soft, like a pillow, and fall asleep for a very long time.

My favourite hobby in Germany was cooking, and I am so frustrated that I had lack of time for that. But at least I can be proud that I can do it better than before GermanyJ)).

About studies - the level is much higher than in my home university. I like it, because it made me stronger, smarter, better... This experience taught me to be more independent in every part of my life. I feel like mature enough to say that I’m adult and I can take full responsibility for all I do.

I have three options for the next half year. First, I can come back to my home country and try to live my normal life, with parents near, and all is known and all I’m used to. Second, I stay here and continue studies from September on (in case I have all necessary documents till this moment). Third, I stay here and learn German language + work (this is in case if I miss the deadline to prepare documents).

Right now everything depends on documents that my parents sent to me some time ago. I haven’t received post yet. Really nervous if I’ll can get it soon.

As I said before, one exam left. After it I would spend all my unused energy to relax :D sounds strange, but trust me, I will send my brain on vacation and will relax as good as possible. I will lay on the beach, sunbathing, and every evening I will do jogging while listening to my favourite music.... I will try to recover my nerves before next semester. So, wish me good luck!

P.S.

I would like to say greatest THANKS to all people who supported me in this difficult period of my life!