Wednesday

I live my life, I study, I do all what I need to do.

Wednesday night I started to work in student pub "Haus 8". I will work there as barman about once or twice per month, receiving about 20 eu per night. The work is hard from one side (always need to count a lot, and communicate with Germans // as I don't speak much German, it's difficult to understand all) and easy from another (I had nice time there, I met nice people and also, just enjoyed disco)...

I will try to find some other options for job, cause need money for life.

It doesn't affect my studies. Don't worry. If it will touch my education or health, or any other necessary thing in my life, I will stop it.

I know the value of everything I have, and I don't want to waste or lose it. I don't want to go under the level I am now. Only up, climbing up on life mountain.

Every day I realize how great gift I have. I can understand, I can feel, I can be better. Not the best, but better. Better than others, better than myself. I am 20 years old, but I already am better than a lot of people around. Why ? Actually, I don't want to know, I just thank God to making my life so experience-full, and my parents, to give me a birth.

In a lot of points of this life I am loser. I don't know everything on this Earth, I do mistakes, I am not perfect. Thanks God I am not perfect !!! Would be quite boring... right ? :)

Why I write this all in this blog (about ERASMUS experience) ? Cause exactly this part of my life, this time in Germany, this month (already one month) convinced me that all I had before lead to my present life. And it all was correct. No mistakes, just steps to go up to the next level.

This time I had again, like in a game - level complete, next level, upgraded one...

Tomorrow will be... better.