Saturday, 21 May 2011

1:33 AM

It is loud bbq party near my house, and I can't sleep in this noise. It is nearly to everyday and the relationships with my neighbours are getting worse cause of it. I always try to talk to them, but they just laugh to my face.
Today I faced another problem - there are some products disappeared from my fridge - and I saw the friends of my neighbours eating it... I was shocked, said to them "who took it?" - the answer was just smile. I think it is enough to start the war!
There are two options - to change the flat (but I am not sure if I can do that now; and also, who knows if there are better people in the flat), or to stay here and "fight" all the time for my rights.
They always take a lot of people here, and I don't know them. Just a lot of people walking in our kitchen, bathroom, toilet, and they always do mess, and it is so dirty that I feel like panic watching it. It is loud, crazy, dirty!!!
I wanna stop it, but "we all have the same rights" - for silence, and for party as well. So, if once I will make party, they will not stop me, and they ask me not to disturb them too....
Come on!
We have exam session after two weeks, and we have a lot of stuff to learn (I am sure they also need it, not only I), but seems like they don't give a shit on studies, just bbq and beer-parties.

I have so tough feeling now, so huge flow of emotions and thoughts... I wanna scream and cry, but I need to be stronger. It is the life in society, so I must change my mind about it and take it easier. BUT HOW CAN I IF THEY DON'T LET ME LIVE NORMALLY!

God, save me...

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